back to post , nowadays seems boring nth better to do thought , well after all this year we been i shall put it to a stop hope he will noe how much i do care for him , everything to me was a torture . im crawling so hard to cover all your bad points to take use of it but ended up im the one who suffer the most , well boy forget it maybe or shall we depend on fate ! i hope you will turn back and hold me tight like you use to . shower me with all your love and make it back right .