Your SMILE is my everything

Monday, March 31, 2008

12:41 PM;

im back :) send him to airport keep delay-ing the time but its good la atlease im able to spend more time with him haa . I'm brave enough nvr shear my tear and i still can smile and say goodbye to him , WELL DONE FELICIA & oh ya wrote a letter to him guess he open at see whn he is in plane ! Hope he be safe in taiwan . one more month to go before he came back to sg . Got dance pratices today & i nvr attend , such a tiring day i had . shall rest early tmr still have to attend dance practices ! here im going to upload tons of photo (:

Sunday, March 30, 2008

2:27 PM;

Everythings so silent, i cant hear a voice.
So many feelings, i dont have a choice.
Crying so softly, so i cant be heard.
Everythings so confusing even every little word.
So many nights where I cant sleep.
Dreaming of how much, you mean to me.
Asking myself is this how i feel, closing my eyes.
On everything real wishing and praying wanting to know why I care for you .
Why cant I let go? Eyes filled with the tears, heart filled with the fears.
Mind so confused, why do I still love you?
Standing in place, for such a long time I cant figure out ,why I want you to be mine.
You've broken my heart, and left me to cry
I feel so useless. But I cant say goodbye.
If only time can stop at the moment which i want it to be.

Been spending time with him, as he is going off for taiwan ): hope our relationship would be stronger, will update very soon so STAY TUNED !

Saturday, March 22, 2008

3:27 AM;

alright alright here im updating , suppose was planned to go MOS ytd , butttt _I_ cant get in -.- , went to 2 other club and yet we cant get in either OMG ! was feeling quite shame standing at the entrance yet the lady ask "can i check your ic pls " holy shit , while people watching haaaa disgusting cann ! so headed to bugis watch lover friends ply pool till 2plus dhn we went to THE ONE ktv to sing have alot of laughter at there meet up with kellyn , philbert , hongyun and their friends ! saw kellyn sleeping soundly at her bf arm so didnt wake here up and we join philbert room , their friends was so funny , laugh till can cry man HAHAHA !! while lover at there playing the dice , lol indeed she have fun too ya? Sing till morning 5.30 dhn went to koven mac watch them eat breakfast and have a small chat with lover not long after all of us went home . and i sleep so soundly till the time is 5plus in the evening ! OH YES NOW IS MY HOLIDAY !!!! I damm sure i will spend my holiday wisely !!!!

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

10:01 PM;

well well jus reach home not long , oh ya didnt attend sch again & since tmr is public holiday already and holiday start after this week ! SHIOK MAN ! Alot of project needed to complete and i guess holiday i can even get my holiday mood either , duhs ! anw i shall go wash up now BYEES !

noelle taking me when i didnt notice

with LOVE ! lol !

Monday, March 17, 2008

3:43 AM;

i feel much better after watching the sun goes down . somehow it smoothen my mood .

3:17 AM;

didnt attend lesson today , have a bad bad cramp this morning & ok it was like FK , ruin my mood my everything _l_ cant even stand straight !! Tmr having test again bored like HELL ! ytd he came over to my house took his dota CD & we had a chat some how but not very long , and mean while my tear jus roll down my cheek , was feeling weird inside my heart (dunno why) i keep on using my pillow to cover my face in order not to let him see dat im crying , so unbearable , i dun wan a bf as in now ! shall see after you came back from taiwan . 3year of r/s is hard to let go as we still have those wondeful memories . i dun wan to hurt you , but you wish dat i can go back to you again i really cant im sorry , i need a break ! Proof to me you are the ONE !! (:

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

12:12 PM;

today didnt attend sch yet meet sch mates at small mac , eat breakfast slack dhn headed to may hus . was raining heavily this few days so pek chek , the floor was all wet make me feel uneasy to walk around _I_ not long around afternoon time meet up with birdy go his hus do my sch work using his laptop , lucky can print so it more easier for me at least not to run around to do the resume ! thanks PHIL !(: tmr sch start late can enjoy sleeping longer LOL ! tata everybody seeya & nites !

i do look weird with spec -.-

me & noelle (:

Sunday, March 9, 2008

1:41 PM;

have a short nap jus now(: was waken up during midnight , and yet now i wunt feel tired either going sch later HOHO ! shall elaborate next time . tata everyone ! miss me ya (:

12:15 AM;

The day before yesterday , went out to catch a movie with my mates reach there around 7plus so we intend to watch the water horse but cathy dun have the time we wan , shagg ! so we went back to ps reach there and like loaded of ppl quening up for the ticket -.- FK ! dhn forget it they suggest we watch next week so we went to have our dinner at long john crapped at there keep laughing non-stop went out for a puff after dat not long jiu go back slack with friends , yesterday went to meet up with chatree haha he so funny dhn eat hongkong cafe at koven , went to serangoon garden to sing k thanks chatree for paying the bill for us such a gentleman LOL ! after finish singing he went to club while we go back our place meet up birdy dhn slack till morning go home . think today not going out so boring some more tmr still got sch . BYE PEEPS ! ENJOY YOUR HAPPY SUNDAY !

reflection of me & lena look stupid

gogogo RK !

RK rock !! lols .

Thursday, March 6, 2008

9:48 AM;

WELL , This gonna be a long post i think , many accident happen around my life this few weeks , i gonna be a new me & start my life new ahead . living with confidence & respect , respect everyone including my family & my love one =] *smile . few days back went to kellyn chalet was fun crapping with her & my lover oh ya NIAO DA GE and his fellow friends was there too , jitao xiao si wo . I appreciate those who care & concern for me truly .. normal day was still the same nuaaa to sch have a lot of revision for my test this week , special thanks to you BIRDY for your accompany and those lame craps haas =] i love to heard you sing song haa so shuai man LOL !!!!!! wee u wee ar !! boy i hope you can understand i dun wish to keep interfear in your life and ya dun be sad find a better girl ahead . my last word for you , i keep our memories in the bottom of my heart you take care for aways . now is photo time !